with whom you will get married? describe her....

hmm...actually I don't know with whom I will get married right now, coz I'm not the GOD...

but for me, Now I do love a girl who has been aparted with me for 4 years...wow such a long time

telling you a little about her, I've first met her when I was 3rd year in high school, while she was 1st year in high school...we were not in the same, I was in SMAN 1 and she was in SMAN 5...but, God made us met by joining the same choir...the youth choir in our church...

she is very beautiful, and at that time, we were the youngest teens who joined in. there are a lot of seniors who did approachment to her, and some of them told their feelings to her...well, I didn't have any braveness to do the same thing, because I realized that I don't have any strengthness against them...

sometime, I came to her home, just to say hello and talk bla bla bla...sometime I came to her home, brought some few years SPMB questions and taught her a little...sometime I came to her home in an early morning, just to wake her up and ask her to jog with me...BUT, I'VE NEVER TOLD HER MY FEELING

until the day I had to go to Bandung (coz I decided to choose ITB as my next study place), I came to her home, met her, and told her, "xxx, now I've to go to Bandung, would you wait for me until I go back to Medan?"...and you know what? I was too shy to hear her answer, and left her without answering anything...

day after day, time past away...I do my daily activities as a college student...sometime I remember her and send her some spiritful message, sometime I call her for a while...but I don't give any certainty...

well actually for your information, both of our parents has known each other, even my mother always praise her when we have a talk in phone...my mom always told me, "why don't you make an approchment to her? she is beauty, she is smart, she is good at dance, she actives at christianity activities, and bla bla bla", but I always answer her, "mom, I'm not a good enough person to her..., but beleive me, when the time comes, she will be my bride"...................WOW, UNBELEIVABLE THAT I COULD TELL THAT.......

dear fellas, about two months ago, after such a long time, unexpectedly she send me a message that recall me about my promise, "Bang Joyo, do you still remember that you've told me to wait for you? Do I need to wait for you again?". Hmm....I thought twice, what should I told her...and I decided not to reply her message but to call her and talk directly. I told her..."please wait for me, I'll finish my undergraduate study as soon as possible. We used to seem like a boy and his little sister, but later I would like to be one who closer to you than ever..."

do you get the point? i hope so...well, eventhough we have been aparted for more than four years, but we still remember what that us promised before...

and now, I always wait for coming home again...yeah...20 December 2008, I'll go back to medan, meet her, and tell her my feelings...

BUT, I'LL LEAVE HER WITHOUT ANSWERING MY QUESTION AGAIN, SO THAT SHE'LL WAIT FOR ME AGAIN....

sweetie, please wait for me again

Tulisan ini saya tulis pada 9 Dec 2008, 08:40 PM di rileks.comlabs.itb.ac.id
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