in 10, 20, 40 years

26 April 2010

I don't know where we're gonna be in 10, 20, 40 years. I don't know who we're gonna be. I don't know if I'm ever gonna be able to give her all of this. There are a million things that I don't know. But there's one thing that I do. And that's that I love Sarah. And I am going to love her day in and day out for the rest of my life. Now, will you please... please... open the gate so I can tell that to my wife.

Mungkin suatu saat nanti aku akan mengucapkannya buat seseorang? Ya...dengan mengganti Sarah dengan nama seseorang itu. Who knows?




Struggling with Problems

14 April 2010


Watching these few months, I'm struggling with so many problems indeed, some of them can be solved, the rest can't. Yupe, that's the real life that I have to face day by day.

Let's talk about the last psychotest held by telkomsel. What a bad luck it is. Frankly speaking, that's my first time to be tested in psychology term and asked about my daily activities during my four years study in Bandung Institute of Technology. Not bothering my self-confidence nor distracting my mind, just being a new experience...hahaha. What so ever, I'll keep enforce myself to reach a new good job before going to Germany in order to continue my study.

Then, about scholarship. I myself realized that I worked too slow in finding scholarship. Maybe because I've been guaranteed by my parents that I could study with my own. That's one of my biggest weakness besides moody and sluggish...OK, I decide to spend more time at night in crawling scholarship websites and it will be valid since tonight. I hope so...

Last, about the romantic issue. Hello! I've tried to forget her and found my autumn. But please, give me more time to make it lost naturally. Trust me, the time will erase those memories gradually. :-)